How DID I get here?

Ya, well I live in a small boring town, people move here for the schools and some rich some middle class, and some clueless. When you have nowhere to go in a small town, you make things happen, (ie. smoke pot, party, drink....). Sometimes it beats studying for the SAT's about five years ahead of time, but me, I'm not the one getting into trouble, or witnessing it usually. I'm close enough to this, though, that if I wanted any of that it would be easy to get it. I figure it's the fact that my parents are utterly strict and raised a child with a semi-normal sized brain. I tend to realize consequences before they happen. (Getting out of trouble would be really hard with the parents I have.) I go away from my town to get something to do, ( if I can get a ride, we have really bad public transportation here.) My friends are shaky, and I float.

The How

Hey, so I know that if you reading this you really mlust have something better to do. It's 11:30 pm right now for me and I'm exausted. There's something that I must tell you, I have scary secrest, so everything in this is true, becuse I need to tell someone, and it's gotten so bad I can't tell anyone . It's a long story, but all aI can do is hope that if your read this you will learn and help me, too.